So, this is my first attempt at a blog. Hmmm....should I be brutally honest and post all of my true feelings, opinions and beliefs? Should I cater to what the "people" want, and post what I think is exciting to read? Not sure yet, but I am leaning more towards brutal honesty rather than trying to think something up. I have too much going on right now that is so much more drama filled than anything I could fake.
I am 26 years old. I have been married for 3 years to a wonderful man, and I have two children, and the last one on the way. Yes I said LAST. Tubies are getting tied after this one folks. We decided to do the responsible thing. We thought and talked about it and decided 3 kids was plenty, we are comfortable with 3. It's a happy and sad feeling all at the same time. I am happy I don't have to take a pill, or a patch, or a ring or whatever you choose as your method of birth control, but I am also sad because I have enjoyed my pregnancies. This pregnancy is harder than the other two were. We are more stressed, more broke, and I am taking care of 2 kids while pregnant. Not an easy task my friends! Ask any Mommy with more than one child. How does that Duggar family do it?!?
You will see things on this blog you may not agree with, or may think is boring or not worth reading. Fine, don't read it :) These are posts about my real life, open and honest. Although I may not post every pimple I get, or every time I pee, I will be honest with the things I write.
I really should be doing laundry or some more dishes, or something. It almost seems like I am wasting time if I'm not doing some kind of chore. Writing does make me feel a bit better, so I guess it's a good thing.
I have issues just like anyone else, and you will undoubtedly read them on here one day. I am deathly afraid of spiders, and living in Florida really doesn't help that. I like to cook, read books if they interest me within the first 10 pages, go out to the club whenever we have time and moolah for a babysitter. I think I'm a pretty cool person, but Mommy has become me for the most part. My kids are most important to me, and they come first, even before myself.
Pregnancy hormones may be to blame, but I am feeling really tired today. Maybe it's the mile long list of things to do that I haven't done yet. Haha. I only have 10 weeks to go before baby numero tres gets here. If she waits that long. She may wait longer......not pleasant to think about. She is due October 1st, and my birthday is the 16th, so if she's 2 weeks late then I will be spending my birthday in the hospital. Yuck. I hope she is on time!
